Idk about 3D animation tho
But hell yeah I’m gonna practise and see if I can find some courses or w/e so I’m totally ready to start on a art academy or w/e it’s called in English, in a few years
I know it Is hard work and that’s why I gotta get my shit together, cause right now I don’t even have the energy to be happy tbh
I know it’s gonna be worth it in the end
And thank you bby, I’ll try and smile some more u v u
arin i love you
If it’s good, it will become official.
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So here is the rant I talked about before haha
I am very conflicted and I need to get a lot off my chest
So here goes
Right now I honestly don’t know what to do. I can’t work because of my darn mental health is coming in and ruining absolutely everything.
But I really don’t want to drop out either
It’s really hard to get into this school and… My friends…. The best fucking class in the world…. The best teachers… I… I will miss them too much I… Can’t without them
I want to continue this study and do this
I wanna do this
But then again… I’ve been thinking..
Is it really what I want?
But is it really TRUELY my call? What is it that I really want to do?
I’ve been thinking about it so much lately and I’ve realised that.. I really want to be an animator
I want to do something with my art
I want to become big and .. Noticed
I want to feel like I’m actually something. And I’m not doing that right now. I’m only tearing myself down.
But heck, if I can’t even do THIS
how am I supposed to go through a school like THAT?
How am I supposed to do anything when all I want to do is sleep and not really wake up
Can’t go over it.
Can’t go under it.
Can’t go around it.
Gotta go through it.
Trying to explain depression or anxiety to someone who’s never experienced it.
This belongs here.
Everyone who suffers from social anxiety needs a friend who will
- help them order food when it’s too scary
- walk with them through crowded places
- help them laugh it off when they make a mistake
- not get tired of answering “no, you’re not annoying, silly goose! You’re adorable and I love you” no matter how many times it’s needed
and if you’re that friend, bless u for being fab <3
4CHANSEY'S ART SUPPLIES GIVEAWAY
I recently saved up and bought myself a new tablet so I’ve decided to give one of my old ones away along with some of the PROMARKER markers I’ve accumulated!
The winner will receive everything in the photos and I will ship internationally.
I’m looking forward to seeing who the winner of this giveaway is so I can witness them using these supplies and do them justice!
✿ Mbf me
✿ No giveaway blogs!
✿ Must be comfortable giving me your address!
✿ Reblog as many times as you want! Likes do not count but are allowed!
✿ The giveaway will end on the 1/Nov/14 & the winner will be picked with a random generator!GOOD LUCK